It was warm today. The sun fell gently, slowly bringing objects – including the skin – up to temperature. A few classes were held outside; the mall had many individuals scattered. Went to the basement of the library and ran into a few nervous about exams and tried to read myself.
Felt necessity and ambition were both far away from the sunlight. Not quite making the progress I want with a particular book; there are a few I very much want to hear from, even though I’ve heard from many – including one specifically – who matter a lot. (Which reminds me: thanks for your well-wishes).
Can’t wait for the day when accomplishment is felt. There are so many doing so much for me. But that doesn’t mean I can stride forth with confidence all the time, not even on sunny, beautiful days that force attention to themselves. Sometimes knowing that more almost always needs to be done is the ultimate frustration.